"..is it really just another crush??.."

i think i had another crush.. again.. this time on someone i've never met, and i've never known.. don't even know who he is.. don't even know how he looks like.. and we've just known each other for a few weeks, just via the web.. (am i really that easy to be attracted to other people?? *sigh*)

it feels quite weird to have a crush on someone which we don't even know like that.. just like that.. but it's true.. and it's happening.. well, it's just a crush, right?? so it could just be anyone, anytime, anywhere.. (i thought so.. but ain't that true??) anyway, sumtimes i think i AM a weird girl.. (coz sumtimes i don't even understand myself..)

actually i don't know exactly why am i attracted to this guy.. well, he's not the type yg baik or alim sgt pun.. just biasa2 je la kot.. but i think he's a really nice guy.. i mean realllllyy niceeee.. and i mean it, really.. (erm.. at least for me la..) i don't know why i thought so but that's what i thought of him after knowing him for about 3 weeks.. (yeah, i know.. maybe it's too soon for such a conclusion.. but we did spent a lot of times together during that period u know..)

by the way, just one thing for sure -- this time the feeling is quite different from any other crush(es) i've ever had before.. don't know how to describe it, but it just felt.. different.. (never felt this kinda crush before..) but i kinda like it, and it makes me really happy all the time.. even though sumtimes i can feel that it's also killing me..

hmm... "..is it really just another crush??.." who knows..??

p/s: sometimes something that happened so suddenly and unexpectedly can change your life abruptly and completely..